Oh jeez. Oh jeez. Wow... I'm... very bad :C Let's start at the beginning: There's this guy Victor who's a year older than me... At the beginning of 7th grade, him, Jack, and Zak were kind of "fighting" over me. I ended up "choosing" Jack and going through a shitty, 3 week relationship. Later that year, maybe about 2 months later, Victor and I started talking more and more, and it led to him liking me again. Well, it was a weird time during the year and even though I liked him too, I didn't wanna start dating him... So I didn't. Near the end of the year, we started talking less and less. Well after about 1 week of summer, I saw him at Founder's Day and we hung out and we clicked again. After about a week of hanging out with him at the skate park and shamelessly flirting, I see him one day and he casually mentions he's going to his girlfriend's house. GIRLFRIEND? Where the hell did that come from? Well it was about a month until I saw him again, because I went to California. The whole time I was in California was littered with the joyful information that Victor and his girlfriend Alyssa had been banging like rabbits since they started going out. -.-;
Monday was the first time I saw him since that little mention of his girlfriend. I was so excited to see him since that whole month the only person I REALLY wanted to see was him. Well when we (meaning me and Cortnee) saw him the first thing of course was to ask him how him and Alyssa were doing. "Uh, good. Grrr. Well there was supposed to be a fight (totally different story...) so the three of us kept circling the block, talking about our summer's and all kinds of other things. Being the not-so-subtle flirter that I am, I mentioned once or twice how weird it was when I found out he was dating Alyssa, and how I was all upset. After that we went back to the skatepark and the rest of the day was pretty much Cortnee and Emily trying to talk to me, me absent-mindedly ignoring them, and giving my full attention to Victor.
The next day when Cortnee, Emily, and I went to the skatepark the first thing I saw was Alyssa at the skatepark. "Oh great... Why can't I have Victor to myself?" I kept thinking. Well, to my surprise (and incredible happiness) when Victor got there he immediately came over and started talking to me. After a while I mentioned that he didn't say Hi to Alyssa yet, and he told me that she pisses him off all the time. He said she always lies to him and that he'll just have to put up with it until he finds a decent excuse to dump her. Wow. That was some interesting information I had just obtained. The excitement I got from that only lasted until I talked to Alyssa of course. About 2 hours later she came over and started talking to me and Emily and Cortnee. Of course, she started talking about how she hopes Victor isn't mad at her and how she'll be so upset if he dumps her. Wow. Can you guess how I felt at that moment? Guilty. Sad. Sorry. Oh, and did I mention skanky? I felt about as slutty as it gets at the moment. Luckily, since I have zero conscience, that feeling didn't last too long.
Yesterday, since Cortnee was gone, I didn't do anything and basically sat around all day. At about 10 pm Victor called and we talked until 2 am. While we were talking, he kept saying things that I couldn't tell if he was hinting me on, or was just talking and didnt mean anything. Like, first the subject of something that happened earlier in the year with Jack and Ray came up. That lead to the subject of cheating. He told me he would never cheat, unless of course there were certain circumstances. He said, "Well, I'm dating Alyssa right? I wouldn't cheat on her, unless say, there was some really hot girl who I had liked for forever and never gone out with me, then all of a sudden is totally into me. Then I'd cheat so fast." Maybe I'm just imagining it, but that hit a little close to home. Next, I was talking about how "no one wants to bump and grind with me" (lmao joke between me and Cort and Victor...) and he was like "Yeah they do I can name 3 people." So I told him to (lol) and he said he would name 2, then I had to guess the last one. He gave me 2 names, then I told him to give me clues for the last one. LOL After listening to the more than obvious clues, I said Victor and he was like "Psh yeah, I'd bump n grind with you so fast." LMAO it was funny actually... But still... THEN, I was talking about how I've never made out before... (Oh go ahead and make fun of me... lol) and he was really surprised. So, half-joking around, I said that my goal for the summer is to make out with someone. I asked him if he had any "summer goals" and he said "a few". I asked him what they were and he said he couldn't tell me, "but I'd find out." ...Maybe I'm just imagining this stuff. Oh, the last thing is that yesterday Alyssa left for Las Vegas. And she'll be gone the rest of the summer. Oh what this last month will hold...